15th May 2017

• Till date, I was writing about me. But today I will write about people other than me. I am just happy by watching things outside my home, but I didn't get any happiness at home. I have an unusual habit that I can't control my hormones. When family member start beating me, I laugh instead of crying. I never feel anger. Happiness isn't in control. I cry in loneliness. I don't share my grief with anyone. Just now, my mom was scolding and beating me, but my laughing wasn't in control. Obviously, they will misunderstand. Despite I'm very happy outside but didn't get any happiness from my family member even I fail to make them happy. I wasn't talking to my mother, so I thought that she would think about it, but nothing happened as so. Nothing changed!
• For now, my mind is saying only one thing, "Let's run away from here, they will get rid of their problems". But brain is saying, "First, think then do". I have done this in my childhood. Now whom to listen? But I have to decide it asap.
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• 21st May 2017 (8:15AM)

• Today is Sunday. I joined computer classes 3 days ago. In this boring time, I got at least two new things. One is computer classes and 2nd is C.O.C. (Clash of Clans) which is an online game. I learned this game in just one day due to my 300 games experience. At now, there isn't electricity and when there isn't energy around me, I create it. Tab is switched off and ideas of charging it are coming to my mind. ...what... to... write... next...
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• 13th June 2017

• Today I'm not doing anything, despite having a lot of work. Anyway, let's write whatever happened till now. Although I have written a lot of memories and thoughts in D.E.W. (Drop Everything and Write). Many things have changed. I got holidays, but from 3rd. A summer project has started in my English class, so I told mam and started learning PowerPoint. In this project, we have to make a trailer on a novel - wishing chair.