The phase of confusion
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  • Saturday 6th April
  • Hey! What you doing these days? A common question trending in my life. And here, a logical person can’t answer it emotionally… of course me.

    It’s about a year when I left college (Except my recent visit for roses). What had happened yet? I started MCA instead of MSc in organic or something, just because of self doubt. My CUET scores weren’t that good to give me confidence. Coincidentally, MCA was already my plan B which I planned along with my pre college research. And here I am, giving 12k+ per semester just to give exams? Huh… at least, I could have done ITI alongside. Let see this year…

    MCA is fine. At least it’s somewhat equivalent to B.tech, but how am I paying this 12k+? Yepp… I have improved my web and android dev skills. I freelanced about 2 sites and an app, and also completed my first technical internship. We were supposed to be backend interns but did frontend instead as per our aukat. At least I earned more here as compared to freelance. For more info visit www.rk… yepp I meant resume on this site’s homepage.

    This year, it’s not just about studies but some important decisions. The question, “What’s next?”, to tackle the “what are you doing these days?” kind of people. So, I have 3 major plans (other than hobbies), where just 1 has to be drawn out!
  • 1. Govt jobs: most people would already know my interests regarding jobs (except my parents). But money has to play an important role anyway.
  • 2. CUET PG 2.0: Either I have to do it or forget my childhood’s aim of completing ph:D
  • 3. ITI : Why to waste time, if none of above plans work? I could have started this last year, but…ok
  • Plan D ? Yepp, I should stop overthinking!

    But, anyway… it’s seems better than thinking about her who never messaged after her marriage. Also her who never took her bottle back after the breakup day, oh, I mean the rose day… these lines would be better to clarify in upcoming blogs rather here.

    Let see…

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