The Best Game I Ever Played (literally)

- Don’t expect anything mushy about today’s date. I already wished her a “Happy Breakup Day” — that felt necessary. I’m just being honest now: the interest is gone. I’m no longer the same child, waiting around for reasons that don’t exist.
- These days, my life runs on a strange autopilot.
- Home tuition.
- Veena Institute.
- Silence during the walk with Veena.
- Repeat.
- Why do I keep walking with her in silence?
- I wish I had an answer.
- I’ll try to find one… someday.
- But for now, let’s talk about a game.
- Yes, a video game.
- Don’t judge me — I know I started with something emotional and then jumped straight into a sci-fi puzzle game. Life does that too, doesn’t it? Jumps from one chapter to another without asking.
- The game: Portal
- When I started playing Portal, I thought it was just a clever little puzzle game where you use portals to pass through levels. Just physics, science, and strategy. But as I progressed, I realized — this wasn’t a game. This was… something else.
- A calm, robotic voice guided me. A program, yes — but one with sarcasm, doubt, and strange encouragement.
- “You can’t do this,” she’d say, “Just give up already.”
- But when I succeeded?
- “Oh nice, you did it. I was joking, actually… testing your determination.”
- Really?
- Was she supporting me, or just playing me?
- She promised cake once I finished all the tests. That alone felt fishy. Who offers cake for science experiments?
- Then I overheard something in the game:
- “You will be baked… then there will be cake.”
- Excuse me, what now?
- As I navigated deeper, I found scribbles in hidden rooms—
- “The cake is a lie.”
- That one line whispered more truth than everything she had said.
- Then came the final level.
- No jokes. No instructions. Just silence and a mechanical path toward a burning furnace.
- “All tests are over,” she said. “You can die now.”
- And for a moment… I believed her. I accepted it.
- But something inside me twitched—
- No.
- Not like this.
- I found a way out.
- “Hey, what are you doing?” her voice said, half-curious, half-angry.
- No more structured levels. No more rules.
- I had broken the system.
- Escaped her control.
- She warned me.
- Pleaded with me.
- Mocked me.
- But I reached her — the mastermind.
- A sarcastic AI who seemed like a friend, but turned out to be the villain.
- I defeated her.
- Game over?
- Not quite.
- The screen faded… and a song began to play.
- A taunt.
- Every line poked at my victory like it wasn’t real.
- The song was called “Still Alive.”
- (Lyrics coming soon…)
- Is she really gone?
- Spoiler: No.
- Now I’m playing the sequel.
- She’s back.
- Again, a villain.
- Then a friend.
- And in the end?
- She just leaves me.
- Unfollowed. Forever.
- This isn’t just a game review.
- This is a reflection.
- Sometimes, the systems you’re trapped in feel like home.
- The voice telling you what to do… feels familiar.
- But when you finally break out of it, when you escape — you realize:
- Maybe the cake was a lie.
- But the journey? That was real.