27th May 2020 (1:52AM)

• Don't know for how much long we will be enclosed in our homes? Maybe the wish which we hoped before, for the schools to be closed, has fulfilled, but with side effects. Whatever... this lockdown is general.
• Thought that we will get the result of our 2-year struggle but... all plans cancelled!! And now there is just one answer for every question, Coding, Memes and Gaming. Hmm, and what more I can do?... There isn't anymore chatting with Janvi. Don't know whether she was doing time pass or I? Just, can't believe on her talks... whatever.
• Let's start again... I mean Diary. School life has ended and don't know about college for now. Don't know what's going to happen... first, let this problem of Corona be finished!
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• The Mistakes of My Life... (S.O.Y)

• Hmm... And I used to think that I was good, so bad work wouldn't be done by me. Anyway... after all, mistakes are the lessons of life. Let's start...
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• 1. Stealing Chemicals :- If somebody asks me, "Have you done theft?" then yes! Answer will be only this. Chemicals... don't know why... but if there are thousands of rupees in front of me and some chemicals, then I would definitely choose chemicals. Even in my childhood, I used to steal acid from my neighbor's home... just for neutralization reaction. But... the experiment which I can do won't be allowed to do by the teacher. Whatever... I like them more than everything.
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• 2. Wrong Message to Shruti! :- Till date I feel strange of thinking about what I did. So actually, she was smoothly chatting with me on FB... like an open-minded chatting. So to prove that, I also used to think about her... I sent a page of this diary. I also read it before sending that... there's something wrong... even then... Hmm... this was the same page... in which I wrote about her family story (which I heard from Khushi) and set a goal to change her.
• She... maybe... ignored these all, but... still... I can't delete that message.
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• 3. Illegal Form Creation :- This is indeed a huge mistake. I just wanted to help... So the situation was that... Arti's (old student) mother wanted the property. And signature on papers for the same. For that, she requested me to create a Fake Form by using which... when someone signs on the form, the sign gets copied using a carbon paper to a blank paper just below it. (As per suggestions of their Lawyer).
• Don't know why?... I created a form PDF in my phone using MS apps... about some scholarship. Didn't know... it could get so serious. Everything got disclosed at the end time, all the plans and sign... didn't happen. That day I was getting calls frequently. But I didn't want to involve in this... so I said, "This was a tuition form given... and don't know anything else." Then I never picked any such call.
• Hmm... that was serious.
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• 4. Broken Leg of the Dog :- Hmm, I also used to have the habit of throwing stones on animals, until I got learned the lesson. No, nothing bad happened to me... just the dog got a little more injured because of my stone. And that Bakery Uncle scolded me a lot, who used to feed milk to the dog. Yes, just felt... that you don't have to become elder to get rid of your mistakes or bad habits.
• From that day, I even not let anyone beat animals in front of me. Because I feel the pain when they cry.
• Hmm... I was also told the same thing in my 5th class tour that "If you crush some ants with your foot by mistake they don't die, but if you do it intentionally they die". Yes, it was rubbish... Illogical. But... the main idea was the same.
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• *Besides these I have done more mistakes and are going to happen... but those are not so huge... so that I feel guilt. Whatsoever... now I can tell people that what they don't have to do to get success. Hm...