A Week Relationship
- Of course, I always say there is no one after Aroma. But what if time says to give it another chance. Giving a chance to who likes you.
- Anyway, I lately realised that it was a situation-ship, although I don’t know what it actually means.
- Did it start with my voice? As she liked it. And literally I started to sing while talking to her, knowing that once I used to hate songs.
- Ok, let’s carry on. There was no problem when she calls, as there is nobody else to call me, except for work. The same I asked her,
- “Yes, how may I help you?”
- “Can’t I call without reason?”, she countered
- Huh, no one did this before, in most cases. So I permitted her to call anytime.
- New year, after the last day of my exam, I randomly asked her to visit gurudwara, a place she can’t deny. Of course, that wasn’t the first place we met. We first met on the way to park. A plan where other friends were asked too. But why will they visit such a cheap place?
- Anyway, now year went well with her. I mean, in the crowd of gurudwara, but who cares if I hold her hands? Did I believe in God…yepp. (PoV: I was happy, but my bestie wasn’t.)
- Happy for a day, then things became stressful. She liked, and then disliked? Wtf is this! I explained my opinions and she liked me again… nice game.
- And I ended up this game by asking
- “Would u like relationship me?”,
- Did she say yes?, and when I asked again…
- “Yes, we are in a relationship”
- And this was the end (not the game).
- She stopped calling, picking calls, and meeting again ever… until she agreed to meet on rose day (or I should say break up day). Of course she was negative about herself and I often failed to change it.
- I visited my college and plucked roses for her (and a small yellow flower for my bestie). Although, it was the 2nd time. Last year, harsh and other college mates plucked and I asked one, having no one to give to. That flower died and when I tried, she (batch mate) denied to receive the dead rose. Of course the flower looks better in plants rather hands.
- Oh, let’s get out of flash back. I gave her the rose when she said that she isn’t interested in these days. Yep, for the first time I gave rose to someone, to hear this??
- She was stressed that day, and some past days. Huh, she was negative and the rose failed too to make her positive, like me. We talked a lot about relationships, what is this why is this, and all. She was stressed and I helped her have more stress. And the day went like this… then I broke up at night.
- Why did I… started? Our interests vary from a normal life to God. I felt what she would feel if she was me and I were Aroma. And left all the logic behind…
- (Extra: At least it was better than proposing someone in the stress of exams. If I would have not asked “I actually, like, not other guys… blah blah”, I wouldn’t give answers in exams. Still, Amna is a good friend.)